Happy New Year bruv. Love & miss you loads xx

Hi big bro It's been 2 years since you've been gone and we miss you a lot. Hope you're doing ok up there and keeping everyone laughing. Sending up a great big hug for you and give one to mum and aunty Barbara for us. Love you loads, Maus xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

HI been thinking about you a lot lately, missing you terribly,but i know you are still around looking after us and probably having a good giggle at times. I must say though Formula 1 is looking good for Jenson Button...I know you are a ferrari man yourself...we all have our problems!!!!! Especially as they are so bl...y minded about Mclaren all the time....sorry going off in a tangent there!!! Any way im not sure what you might be trying to tell me but i can't have one night sleep with out you being in it...doing really weird and wonderfull things that just doesn't make any sense...so if you are trying to tell me something could you make it a bit clearer please...you know i am getting on a bit and at that stage in life when your marbles start going..put it down to my hormones!!. Any missing you loads love you little sis Nicky love you xxxx

hi dad, still miss you like mad, hannah did something silly the other day, maybe you saw her and had a good giggle, but in case you missed it hannah sat upstairs and cut her hair, she looks terrible all her lovely long hair is gone and her fringe well lets not go there!Gracie-mae is getting big now, she is crawling and into everything, her temper is just like yours! she wants to do everything now and gets stressed because she can't, she throws herself on the floor and screams.missy got her school report today , it was very good apart from all her teachers said that she talks far to much and if she spent more time working and less time talking her grades would be even better. emily is doing ok she had a maths exam yesterday she thinks she did ok. katie has a boyfriend, he's called ashley, they have know each other since reception so it is nice that they are now going out, they have been together for a month now. we have bought a vw camper van, its well cool, simon and our friend terry are doing it up. oh my god, forgot to tell you about my concert, yes daddy i went to see new kids on the block, or kids hanging on a street corner as you used to say, they were amazing, we were right at the front, joey winked and smiled at me, we got the best photos, donnie even possed for a photo for us. had the best night, really wish i could share all of this with you, guess i will just have to make do with writting on this, not like the real thing though. miss you always and forever, all my love for ever and ever, your baby girl.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I went to work today as usual, but couldn't really keep focused. Thinking of you today as i always do "my big mad brother". I love you and miss you so much. You will never be forgotten. love always your little sis Nicky xxxxxx

dad, we went to the crem today to see the book that we put a few lines in for you. it was hard to go back there. then me & shelly-anne went over to somerton to be with jill & sam, we went to the pub & had lunch, shelly & i finished with a nice treacle sponge, i know you would have enjoyed that. we told funny stories & did lots of laughing. the only thing missing was you dad, we miss you so much, can't belive its been a year since you left us, it seems like only yesterday when i was woken up with the awful news that you had died, i felt like my whole world had come crashing down on me & that there was no getting over it. I still feel like that now. so my darling daddy i hope you are smiling down on me & the rest of the family & that maybe you visit us once in a while, i get some comfort thinking that you do. love you forever & ever your baby girl bubbles.xxxx

One year has passed since you returned home. Miss you still Mike. I was just looking at some photos of you on facebook. You were so full of fun and life, it's hard to accept that you are gone. I can still hear your laugh, you always cheered everyone up with your sense of fun and laughter. Love always Maus

dad i sit here feeling all alone not knowing what to do, you always seemed to know the right things to say to me.I miss you so very much what i'd give for one last cuddle at the moment. I can't belive thats its been nearly a year since you left us, i keep thinking of all the silly things you did when me & shelly were young.We had a fancy dress party new years eve because it was silly & you were always having them when we were younger. I can't belive you were taken from me when i needed you most. Little hannah remembers you & your whiskers, how they tickled her when you kissed her. I hope that you are watching over us & that you have seen little gracie-mae hope. she really is a little sod, 6 months old & wants to do more than she can, a bit like you. my daddy the one man i love more than any man i have ever known. i will think of you always with a smile. We are taking good care of sam & jill. love you forever & ever. from your baby girl alison.xxx

I have been thinking of you so often Dad I miss you so much I keep thinking that its like when I was a little girl and that you are away at sea and in a few month Alison and I will get to see you, if only that were the case. I love and miss you so much Daddy. Will always remember you and love you so very. All my love Shelly-Anne xxxx

Thinking of you on your birthday Mike. Miss you so much

Hi Mike You were a great brother and you were taken from us too soon. You have Mum with you now, and I hope you are both happy together. Take care of each other until we all meet again. Sleep tight big bro.

May we lay you down to sleep In God’s care we trust you keep Caring Brother, we could not ask for more Happy, smiling, the one that we adore Always in our Hearts & Memories Everlasting thoughts we cherish Love you always Your sister & brother-in-law Tia & Kim

To Mike If tears could build a stairway And memories a lane We'd walk right up to Heaven And bring you home again. No farewell words were spoken No time to say goodbye You were gone before we knew it And only God knows why. Our hearts still ache in sadness And secret tears still flow What it meant to lose you No one will ever know. But now we know you want us To mourn for you no more To remember all the happy times Life still has much in store. Since you'll never be forgotten We pledge to you today A hallowed place within our hearts Is where you'll always stay.

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I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.